Flying to INDY Saturday night....peace people

Seriously What the Fuck Man.  I don't get it.  I love this boi what I am supposed to say to people.  Yeah we go together.  We don't thats why I didn't put that.  I love him and people are taking the just friends thing way too far.  No one gets it.  I love him but we agreed to be friends.  He ment everything to me.  No one knows how hard it is to say you love someone who you can't be with.  He is pissed at me and everyone else seems to be pissed at me.  If he ment nothing to me why would I have bothered with him?  I don't care what anyone says about us.  I love him and thats all there is to it but all we can be at this point is friends.  It aint easy for me ya know!?!  What am I supposed to say to defend myself when he sounds like he doesn't believe me and his people are telling him what they think it means.  Well what they thought it ment wasn't what it ment.  I don't know what to do.  I guess if he is gonna be on bs and not wanna talk to me or have an attitude towards me then thats his choice.  I wish it aint like that but there aint nothin I can do b/c I already told him how I feel.

You Know I Love You so don't be trippin.